~~~~HEAVY HEARTS~~~~

WE HAVE HEAVY HEARTS, WE ARE WONDERING IF THESE LITTLES ONES WILL EVERY COME HOME TO US. IF THEY ARE MENT TO BE WITH US OR NOT. I KNOW WE LOVE THEM ALREADY, JUST FROM LOOKING AT THERE PICTURES EVERY DAY ALL DAY. INTERNATIONAL ADOPTION IS REALLY STRESSFUL, NOT THAT ANY FORM OF ADOPTION IS NOT. ADOPTION IS NOT FOR THE FAINT AT HEART. YOUR HEART GETS BROKE MANY TIMES ON THIS JOURNEY. IT IS A JOURNEY NOT MANY PEOPLE UNDERSTAND, UNLESS THEY HAVE BEEN THRUOGH IT.YOUR EMOTIONS ARE UP AND DOWN ALL THE TIME. WE HAVE PARENTED OVER 40 PLUS CHILDREN, AND YES MY HEART STILL CAN BE BROKEN. MANY PEOPLE WONDER HOW WE STILL CAN HAVE A HEART. BUT WE LOVE CHILDREN SO MUCH, WE WOULD HELP THEM ALL IF WE COULD. WE WILL BE SOUL SEARCHING THIS WEEK END. HOPEFUL THAT NEXT WEEK WILL BE BETTER.PLEASE PRAY FOR US. HAVE A GOOD WEEK END.